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Tuesday, December 20, 2005
1:09 PM
Hmmmm... Today my cousin call me to help her do the maid agency.. Than i agree to help her as i have nothing to do at home also... Tml still need to bring kai kai go out buy things as i promise her de.. Haha.. Hmmm... Yesterday don know wad had happen la.. Since he don wanna talk so be it then.. I also cant say anything bout that.. Most to most i can cal my frens to company me.. Wad i can say now is i wanna learn to be alone cos if i stil don learn,if one day he don wan me so i can be alone n don need to scare that no one accompany me... Now is not that i wanna quarrel with him jus that i know he start to not believe me.. If he ddon believe me than so be it.. i also never cal him to believe me too.. i do anything that i wont regret it.. As for the shirt i buy for him i think i can put one side le.. I don think he wan also.. Not i wanna find him quarrel jus that i jus wan him to company me that time cos i jus work finish than not feeling well than wan him to company me also wrong? I know his fren are important but that time i really need him to comany me cos having fever again.. But nvm its over le.. Feeling quite better now... But last night at 4 having fever till now... Than in the mid night 4am go see the stupid doc again!! Err!! INJECTION AGAIN!! I DON KNOW WAD THE F**K THAT EVERYTIME MUST INJECT ME TILL MY HAND BLUE BLACK!! SO PAINFUL SIA!! STUPID DOC!! I HATE HIM LA!! MAKE ME TILL SO PAINFUL... My fever are very weird... Can be very high but most weird thing is the fever can go away very very fast... If i can chose,i wanna forget all the unhappy thing that i met... I think very fast that i can do that le............. Its okay that you all don know wad i say.. Hahaha... Don worry.. Now having fever... Sianz.. Seem like everything when i have fever i wil forget the thing i say or done now.. So weird.. Hahaha.. Maybe i think too much bahz.. Sometime u have give up something than u wil get back a thing ba... Someone told me that "Se de se de mean you se cai you de" Mean that u give up sth but in the end u wil get back sth.. Hahaha.. Quite meaning full... Jus hope everything will be in control and everything for me will be fine... Hmmm... Now i wanna go eat my medicine n go sleep again le!! Hahaha... Take care ya!! ^_^
you make my life perfect-`
loving youu-`
*Patricia*
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Blue
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My Family
cravings *
To Have someone to love me always..
To have a happy family always just like now..
Hope to find my future lao gong & be with him till my life end...
Make everyone around me happy always...
